Life is tough but I am tougher!
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Decision
I have not slept today. Thinking of the things bothering me. First thing is obvious one which popped out instantly. I am missing her. I have not told anyone about my feeling but to you. Because I am trying to relieve myself. I realised that I can’t do anything about that other than showing patience. The second thing is about my life. What am I doing with this body and youth? Where am I leading myself? I have done so many mistakes and did not learn from them. Just like many other days, I hope that this will be a day for change. I am going to take a u turn to drive in the correct path. This I am doing for my peace of mind and to build something so that I can look at myself without smirking. I can’t share my dilemmas with people living with me here for situation sake so that I am sharing my thoughts with you. I am writing this on my hangover after last night’s insomniac moments. Please stay close with me whoever you are, my dear friend.
Broken
How can I be good for you??
When Iam not even good for me?
How could a broken lamp glow?
How a depressed man could be of any use?
You cannot eat a rock for your appetite,
Just like you cannot be friends with a broken man,
The moon has no companion,
Some wolves don’t belong to any pack,
Let me be in my solitude for your own good,
There is nothing to do with a marsh land,
Just like my heart.
Monsters
The monsters your mom told you about, when you would not go to sleep is real.
They steal your innocence.
They teach you disgust when they come near you in a public transit.
They teach you panic when they spam your inbox in late nights.
They show you that your pain does not a matter to them.
Be prepared to face the monsters.
#stop female abuse
Train travel in India
Eyes are droopy with long day back in college
Going home in a possible wierd way
Oh look! Thats a beautiful village
People who pretend to be sitting in the iron throne are looked with dismay
Chit chats , noises ,kids laughs,stranger’s smile,breath of sleeping baby fills the atmosphere
Oh I should not oversleep, thats a great fear
Trading women arguing with rage
Children look like birds in cage
Sleepy face, sad face , tired face all are with hopes that the train will surely reach the desired destination
Won’t it be nice if the life moves on with the same fashion?
Career dilemma
Oh my soul!
What is you are destined to be?
Why can’t you remain shapeless and careerless!
You are holding out two fingers to choose,
But why should I choose!
I want to be limitless
I want to be tagless
Could I be free just like the birds and butterflies
I can hear you chuckling at me,
With a great sigh,
Whatever,do whatever you want to do with me…
As long as Iam elastic.
But I too have a breaking point,that day you will not exist,
Because I will not.
Lonely night
Universe is vast while Iam here in my room like a dust,
This feeling going to stay foreever,that I will never be happy again.
I just want to get rid of all the chaos that is surrounding me,of which I have no interest.
Longing for days full of contentment,
Having no one to understand my fancies and longings,
Will I ever be happy again?
